my real feeling

i feel complicated now...never ever i so like a person...never ever...he let me know wat love is now....i hope can c him now...i really hate friday coz i cant c him much...i hope nw is skul time...i hate myself...mayb he doesnt love me or wat,,,i dno wheather love him or the kpk...i hope somebody can save me let 4get bout him...............save me plz...any kind ppl here????

stupid skul days

tiring go skul 2day...feel asleep...so unlucky my bi teacher is mdm liew...felt sorry to mdm hii...always yawning in her class..haha...seldom talk or wif them 2day....maybe they see the status on my fb...watever la...don care wat they are thinking...hard 2 get in their big group...lol...wif other ppl better than them i think...wanna start study now...no more on9 til late nite...only on9 on sunday...spm this year...ns this year...ntg 2 say 4 2day gain...

tiring day

i am tired 2day...helping my dad washing stufff...my sisi has stomachache so doesnt help us...my dad is bad mood 2day...make me a bit frighten...whatever la...tomorrow going skul...oh my gosh!!!

tired

tomorrow skul time dy...started to become more serious now...today let me crazy for last day...tomorrow onward i will be more hardworking...hardworking in studies bcoz this year gonna sit spm...hate it!!but also nervous...this few days feel my lung very painful...dono y...reli painful...dont dare to tell my mum coz later she will say i lie again....so useless to tell her...better i keep in my heart as a secret...i think everything will be fine...ntg will happen to me...

stupid friendship

i just dont understand enuff about friendship now...all are fake!fake!fake!i hate them all now so much...its sound like i useless to take them as friend!!WTF!!!i take them as friend then they take me like shit..friendship does not last long forever...believe me...eventhough i have a last long friendship but everything stil change since last year...i m not suppose with them...i hate it so much...i dono how to outlet my anger now....BELIEVE ME:FRIENDSHIP DOES NOT LAST LONGER...IT WILL CHANGE DUE TO THE ENVIRONMENT SURROUNDING...i now just hope i can get back to the primary skul...the happy moment...no fighting but just playing...i hope i just can stay at that moment...