Tiredness and panic

I feeling depress right now.I wanna sleep.I am tired.I hope i can improve for my Spm trial 1 this time.I will try my best to do it.I don't know what i gonna do right now.The feeling i have now only one word can describe it."stress"I have to work hard for my study..spm only left around three months like that.I am scare and panic too.I scare my parent will feel ashame for me if i get bad result.Seeing my result today in school.Such a worst result.Everything B+,C+ and A-..i feel ashame of myself.I wanna get a result like wallace did.He is a genius.OMG!!!I wanna sorry for Tiffany today.I am suppose to control my emotion.Maybe its hard for me.........I don't know.I have to study hard for my parent sake.I don't want my parent give up to me like my sister.And they put a lot of hope on mr too.So,try to be serious right now,Belinda!!!u are lack of time!Don't make ur parents give up you!

XOXO,

belle:(

No idea

Now then you can shut up,bitch!who do you think you are?If not we want to quarrel with you right now,Is you the one make us hate you.The way you talk and the attitude you shown.Damn you!Please lar..THINK BEFORE YOU TALK!Stop acting nonsence!You are not three years old people..So,Wake Up lar,bitch!!Stop Acting lik a baby.






XOXO,
Belle

The past(part1)

This is mark.His korean name is Myung jae hyun.And i miss him a lot.I hope i can meet him again one day.He is so cute and everytime when u treat him "cola",he will say"really?"after that he will keep on saying thank you thank you.I miss him a lot.Maybe i don have little brother that why i miss him.He seem like my littl brother.I really we can meet again one time.

XOXO,

Belle