Monday, June 28, 2010

Mathematics


Today i learn the multiplication of matrix today.Its quite difficult because too confusing about the rows and columns.If one of your step get wrong,your answer might be wrong too.If your arrangement wrong or the position wrong,it might cause your answer wrong too.Thus,I need to be extra careful when answer those questions.Feel sympathy for those prefect because they have miss the class for whole day because of rehearsal.Hope they can catch up.May god bless them..Thanks:)n I have to thank to my friend Tiffany,she helps me a lot today.Sh teach me the easiest way to answer the matrix and tell me the website of finding add math project although i have find it myself before she tell me..LOL..
XOXO,
Belle

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Stupid high heels


Today i has went to church..it is the first time i wearing high heels to church.Then,i go boulevard with my mum..The damn high heels make my feet feel pain..Baka!!I never wear high heels anymore..Its so troublesome..because of that high heels i cant help my mum do a lot of stuff..i am sorry to my mum..i wonder why girls like to wear heels..its so pain..and yet its like you cant feel your feet on the earth..Strange??
xoxo,
belle

My story


I have written an essay today..here its go:)
She looked so strange that i couldn't take my eyes off her.She looked so weird because when i waved at her,she ignored me and just passed by me without saying hello.I was standing on the spot and watching her shadow.My heart sank because she was one of my buddies.I walked from there and went back home with a heavy heart.I went into my room as soon as i reached home.I turned on my computer and signed Facebook.I wrote"I meet marie today but she ignores me.i feel so strange and my heart ached when she just walked pass by me without saying hello"on my status.Then,i turned off my laptop and laid on the bed.Everything about marie flooded in my mind and i fell asleep at last.
The next morning,i went to school on foot after took my breakfast.My friends,cindy and Lily,ran towards me at the moment i entered the class.Their face tormented with fear and said,"it is real you meet marie yesterday?"yes,"i answered."we had found her for century",Lily answered with her voice filled with excitement."Anything happen?"i asked..i turned the colour of a ghost and stared in disbelief when they told me that marie had leukemia since last month.They said that she stopped studying since two weeks ago.They found her everywhere since last week.They asked me to bring them to the place where i met marie after school.
We waited there for the appearance of marie.Two hour past and we began to give up.We walked from there and saw marie in a sudden.Marie did not see us and we began to follow her without knowing.Then.we saw her mother who was angry with er for leaving the house.I saw tears welled in her eyes and began to roll down from her eyes.Her mother brought her into the house and i walked toward her mother before she closed the door.i said"Auntie,i am marie's schoolmate.i will like to know her condition now."Her mother was so kind and invited us to her house for a seat.She explained everything about marie to us and she was beyond tears.After that,we went back home respectively.
It was Saturday.I met Lily and cindy at a cafe shop.Then,we went visiting marie in the noon.Marie saw us and said"lily,cindy!it is glad to meet you here!"said marie with excitement."hello,marie",i said.marie stared at me blindly and said,"who are you?do i know you?"i was dumbfounded and said,"don't you remember me?i am your schoolmate,jenny"."I don't know!i don't know!",shouted marie and ran toward the room while slammed the door..i understood when marie'mother told me that she could not remember anything about secondary and the only thing she could remember was primary school.since cindy and lily were her primary classmates until now,that why she could only recognize them and i am her secondary schoolmate.Lily and cindy were having their conversation in marie room.I walked toward the door and peeked.The scene really break my heart.Then,i heard marie said,"I wish to have a story book entitle"A walk to remember"by Nicholas sparks and with his signature on it".After that,i went back home alone.
The next day,i went to the every book stores and my attempts finally met the success.I found that Marie wanted so much.I felt so lucky because i was able to find it..what was surprising was i saw an advertisement that Nicholas sparks would come this evening.I thanked god for the blessing.I waited.Finally,Nicholas sparks came.The place was filled with crowded people and it was a long queue before my turn.Suddenly,my hand phone rang after i standing for about two hours.I answered,"hello,jenny speaking."."Jenny,where are you?!Marie was in the dangerous state now.Come to the general hospital as fast as possible!"said Cindy.My tears were genuine.I cried loudly until attracted everybody attention including Nicholas sparks.He walked toward me and asked softly,"little girl,what had happened to you?"I said,"my best friend is going to die and she likes your books very much.I really need your signature".He watched at me with her big round eyes and without a words,he took the book in my hand and began to sign on it."Here you go",he said."Thank you very much,"i said.I hugged him tightly and ran from there.
I ran to the general hospital on bare foot with the book in my hand.A storm was tearing across the sky,jagged flash of lighting without warning and chased by booming rolls of thunder on the way i went there.I fall down in a sudden and i was crying like a baby.I tried to get myself up and began to run with all my energy left.My legs were bleeding when i arrived the general hospital.I went into the ward and i saw marie was on the bed.She looked so pale.I was shocked when i heard she called my name.Suddenly,i remembered marie's mother told me"if she was able to call your name one day means that her life was going to end at that moment".I tried to hold back my tears.I gave her the book in my hand and said"it is"A walk to remember"with Nicholas sparks signature on it".She took a look on the book and i saw her smile.she said"thank you,jenny.I was really happy now."She put the book on her chest.She began to close her eyes and never open again.Rain pelted the windows and noise of tagging storm outside the ward at the moment marie closed her eyes.
After that,i attended marie's funeral.I put the book on marie graveyard.I did not cries because i was so happy that i had fulfilled her wish and i knew she was happy when she left us.What was surprising me is i saw Nicholas sparks came to the funeral too.Then i knew he was one of marie cousin and marie did not recognize at all.What a joke?!I went back home after the funeral.At night,before i slept,i thanked again to God for the blessing and giving me such a good buddy..I will never forget her throughout my life.
END:)
xoxo,
Belle.

My attempts finally meet the sucess!!



Hey!!its a nice day again..firstly,i will like to thank God for blessing again..thank you very muchiie:)today,i purposely wake up late because i am lazy to do stuff in the early morning..sorry to my parents:(after that,i go for my english tuition..i feel really happy because finally i meet the sucess..*giggle..finally my essay can get 35/50..although it is not very high score,its really hard to get this score since my teacher is really strict to me..she tell me if i can score 35/50 in essay during her class,it will be great already..my heart leapt skyhigh..finally...:Dhowever,i will work harder gain to obtain higher marks..anyway thanks god for the blessing:)
xoxo,
belle

Friday, June 25, 2010

KAMBATEH!!


My friends(sasa,phiong,alicia,gabriella and nursiah)are having their afs interview today..i wish all of them good luck and it is good to hear from my bff,sasa that her interview is going well:)thanks god for the blessing:D and i m just finishing study my physics..i am regret why don't study harder during form 4 because some part i am not really understand..have to ask madam hii..lolz..my dad is telling me to study harder when i am studying just now..he say i has to study for my sisters to fulfill her wishes which is getting excellent result in spm..and also for him and my mum to fulfill their dreams which is having a successful and excellent daughter..so i will try hard to make all their wishes to come true:)although it is a bit stress,it is my responsibilities toward my family members...hehe:)i am willing to do that for them because they has take good care of me..thus,god i really need your blessing in my spm..i don't want to see the disappointment on their face..god,please help me if You have heard my words..i will try to force myself no matter how stupid i am,i will try my best to do it..thanks god:)i will try to improve my results for next trial spm..i know how important is that trial and i will work harder..i want to apologise to god if i have did any wrong today..sorry:(and at last i wanna wish SJMMB can get champion+best percussion for next Thursday competition at chung hua..good luck to everyone!!




xoxo,
Belle

Thursday, June 24, 2010

KOMENASAI!!



Today is a cold day..it has been raining since last night..today i m not going to school because of having the anugerah cemerlang and celebration of teacher day..Oops..sorry for all the teachers..anyway,i wish all the teacher 'Happy Teacher Day"thanks for their caring an teaching me although i dont even listen what they teaching sometime..haha:)i stay at home now..playing with my laptop and watching movies..i has just done helping my mum to do the debit account of my dad company..and just discover my sister did not left her number pad to me and make me difficult to type those account..T.T..anyway,maybe its the fate so i just accept it..haha:)and sorry for my friends that i am not going to pustaka today for doing the band banner...cause i scare my mum will angry and i dont like to mafan her any stuff about school..Komenasai!!



xoxo,
Belle

school live:]


Its is a shiny day today..i feel so warm in the class..mdm hii has angry at us during physic class because of late entering lab..i wanna apologize to her..*sigh..however,i m still having a nice and safe today...haha^^thanks god for blessing me:)i m depressed now..i scare i cant beat her for next trial..i scare i will lose to her..our teachers are not the same and yet it is extremely unfair!!what the heck!!i just dont wanna give my exam paper for her teacher because is for everyone sake..i don wan any quarreling happen...that y is for my friend+enemy sake..lolz..i quite hate her 2day..she is the person that until nobody accompany her then at last baru remember to find u..damn it la!!i m not really need you also..hate!!and the way she talk..what the heck are her!!damn!!what the purpose she has to say"y u don come tuition tonight?i have nobody to chat..I AM THE ONLY GIRL LER..SO MANY BOYS THERE"what the fuck?!she already know the reason i m not going tuition tonight earlier and i feel like she is saying purposely in front everybody..what the??argh...whatever lar..really dont understand what kind of girl she are..non of my business..i have think what to buy for my bff..i go on9 c all about its product..although it has cost a lot of money,i will still try save my money to buy for it..:)because she is my best friend so it is worth to do that..and plus it is our last year to celebrates our birthday..
xoxo,
Belle

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I will beat you!!!

I am quite frustrated 2day..i am so angry of myself for losing someone..my mind is full with anger now..i am angry why i will lose to you...i angry why am i so lazy+so stupid=getting poor results..maybe this is the god punishment...i wont give up..i will beat you next time..waiting for next time..i will beat you!!argh!!:@..i think i knows wanna buy what for my bff dy..haha:)i wanna buy*secrets..before that,i have to save money..anyway wish me good luck im spm result..i m quite nervous now since the spm is getting nearer an nearer..*sigh



xoxo,
Belle

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Brain-storming present



I keep on thinking about what presents shall i give now for my bff..i ask her what she wanna for the present,she say dunno..lolz..this make my brain gonna blast..i really dono wanna give what present for her this year...*sigh*who can tell me some idea??although her birthday still quite a long ago..but wanna give her a special present this year since it is our last year before we graduate from form 5..so it suppose be an unique birthday present..no matter how much it is..cause after this year we make start to go through different pathway or maybe still same the same pathway..so its still a guess..however,if we really go with different pathway,maybe its hard for us to meet anymore and we will meet new buddies during our own pathway and finally we may forget each other from time to time..thus,before this able to happen i wanna give her a special+unique+beautiful+gorgeous+fantastic present..who can give me some comments??T_T







XOXO,
~belle~

Meaningless day




Today is a super freaking warm day...its so hot until i almost wanna take off my pinaform..lolz:D..i was so sleepy in the class..almost fall slept when mr lim had given us some knowledge about the real society nowadays..he is quite a good counsellor for me..he made me got the aggressive to study hard for my spm which only left for 21 weeks only..i apologize if i counted it wrongly..haha^^he had given a nice talk today..he had said about the reason about why the classes of doctor courses is built either ground floor nor 1st floor in universities..it is because they scare that those who taking doctor courses might commit suicide because of too stress..lolz!!it is quite funny..then,i got my add math result..it is very super worst..i hate it!!i going to scold by my mum this time because of my poor result..T.T..i hope god may bless me..at least i can beat some"girls"den i will be extremely happy till i can feel the aura of heaven..lolz..its too over...but i quite happy for my history..it does improve a lot than last time..haha^^hope my next trial spm can get excellent result..god,please help me if you hear my words now..i am quite missing him now although it is quite impossible for us to meet anymore....i suddenly flash back every memories i have with him every moment i heard his name..its is quite a deep hole in my heart right now...






XOXO,
~belle~

Monday, June 21, 2010

Damn!!


today i just remember my gerko book still at teacher thr..when i ask from her,she say the gerko book doesnt with her..damn it!!means that she lost my gerko book..wat the heck..this is troublesome..it makes me go buy a new wan and ned to ask all the stuff again from teachers..argh!!besides,everyone is improving their studies now n yet i m the only one who keep dropping..~sigh~they are getting better result than me..T.T..my heart feel hurt...i need to work hard for my trial spm from now onward..may god bless me..i m sorry for god!!x@
XOXO,
Belle

Sunday, June 20, 2010

sushi!!




thanks for my friend,yan lin,who has treat me eat sushi at sushi king..its reli nice...luckily he only treat 3 ppl..if nt i think he is going to bankrap..haha...anyway thanks!!i m glad to have such a good friend..sometimes juz regret y i dn choose my friends wisely when i m form 1..bt all is too late...i think sasa will agree my words...
xoxo,
Belle

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Stress

i hope to go back to primary school...how naive we are tat time...friends never betray friends that time...i was so happy tat ttime..no stress!!but now i m form 5...its kinda tired..so many things happen...friends start to betray each other...n i have started to be careful when chating wif friends..i m not saying somebody..so dn misunderstanding...its i know is this kind of stress,then wat i hope now is i never grow up..