Bye Bye;(

Haha!this cute little boy is one of the character of Ouran High school.Yeah..59 days more and then i gonna sit for my Spm.I feel so nervous right now although i only imagine now.I scare.I really do.And i need god blessing.God,please bless me.I don't want my parents dissapoint on me.And now i have to say,BYE BYE INTERNET..I CAN'T TOUCH YOU ANYMORE.and to the readers,i am sorry for no upload my story so long.But i still have to stay sorry.Maybe i will upload it after sitting for my Spm.And thanks for everyone who helping me.And i will be back soon!!

XOXO,

Belle

Broken heart

My heart is broken right now.Hurt me very very deep.I wan to cry but i can't.I swear i never cry in front of my family.So i try to hold back my tears when having dinner with you people.Thanks god let me turn stronger.I hurt because why when you guys need my help and i will totally help you guys without a words but when i need you guys help all of you don't even want to help and yet say a lot of words to hurt me.I don't understand.Aren't we family?But WHY WHY WHY???!!!My parent only care for my sister.My sister do a little sucess they will praise her until infinity.but when i success,you people don't want even praise me and ask me work harder.Example like softball competition.when my school get champion at 2008 you don't even want to praise e and say it is just my luck.Okay!Now i don't want to care anymore.I will still do good in my study and i won't care what all of you comment about me anymore.I will study hard and become a capable person to let you guys proud of me!

XOXO,

Belle;(

tired!!

I am so tired today.Tired of helping my dad wash stuff.But then,we go outside eat.it was so nice.we eat a lot of seafood such as crab,fish,prawn and a lot more.this tell me bitter first then sweet just like life.












XOXO,
Belle

headache

Today I have nothing to say cause of having headache make me feel terrible.I just helping my dad wash stuff.Quite tiring but it's okay.haha^^thanks god for the blessing today.And i gonna start write my story on my blog today.Hope you ppl can enjoy it:)

XOXO,

Belle

raining

Today there is an accident happen outside my house.its a van and a car(i not sure what that car type).It's quite a serious accident.Frighten me a lot.Luckily nobody is injured in that accident.The van is upside down when i go out and see>.<..And the car is been knock badly until all the car fuel splash around the floor and keep flow out from the car.My sister says she worry later the car fuel will cause an explosion.I quite worry too after she say about it.Its raining now.The car fuel on the road has been wash off by the rain.And i know it s god arrangement.God heard my sister and my worries.So god arrange this rain.Since this morning was so hot but its rain now.Is it very obvious is god help my family?anyway i want to thanks god for the help and for your blessing=)

XOXO,

Belle

unknown

Today i wake so early because my teacher call me go back school to do stuff.LOL.And I'm so tired so i didn't go school but because of the calling make me cannot continue sleep so i just wake up watch movie.Just come back from Parkson.I go out with my sis and her friend and my friend too:)It's kinda bored because i not really know well about them so i don't talk much just now.Just accompany walk around the Parkson and eat Mc donald.But it's quite fun too when hear them talking.Their conservation was so funny.Haha.This is my schedule for today:D

XOXO,

Belle

Lalalala~

Complication.I don't understand what are you guys doing right now.I just hope I can stand in front all of you and say"WAKE UP!".I really don't understand.Stop been so naive.Don't all of you know?without education,its very hard for all of you to survive in this high-tech world.I know all of you actually very smart ,just you all lazy.Why dont you guys try think about how hard your parents raise you up?Is this the correct way all of you treat your parents?OMG.So stop been naive.Stop wasting your time.Stop fooling around.Don't try to blame others if you are the one who did wrong.Yes.It's right that now all of you can find works eveywhere at your age now.Salesman,Workers,Counters.Then,how about when you getting older?the more wrinkles you have on your face,the more the employer will not want to take you as their workers because of your age.Unless you are the person who with high education.My conclusion is wake up and think about your parents.

XOXO,

Belle