My experience

Heyy!How long I don't stop by?And now I am start writing here again!Because I am having my holidays right now.Finally.I just want to say some of my experience here.Hmmm..How I gonna start?Maybe some of you thought study abroad is fun.No parents scold at you no parents babbling at you no parent ask you do this and that.So do I..I think like that also when the first day I went to study at Perak.But when time pass by,I not think that way anymore.When you study abroad,you will start to know how useless you are without your parent's helping,you will know how great your mother before this,you will know how much much you miss your family and the most importantly you will start to know how much you love your family.Those is from my experience.Seriously,I miss it when my mum said that"you are sitting here watching tv again?tomorrow is your exam!"or "Good luck.Don't stress out yourself.Just try your best,okay?God bless you."I miss all of this especially when I was going to sit for my exam.Tell you one thing.During the period I sat for my final examination,I can't slept well every night.Maybe was because of stress.But countless of time I woke up in the middle of night asked myself at where and I was really shocked when I saw myself not in my room.But when I saw my roommate I just realized that I was still in Perak.Sound funny right?But for me is NOT at all.Maybe its sound funny because you never experience this but when you study abroad and you start to experience everything I said here,you will feel that its not funny anymore.That night,I just realized how much I miss my family how much I love them.And I come to feel grateful I was taking diploma but not A-level.Because at least diploma save money and I no need work far from my home town my family.But when it comes to A-level,it costs a lot more than you taking a diploma and when you take the A-level cert,its quite a waste if you still work at Malaysia.So this is the reason why I still feel grateful that I take Diploma.But I do not regret to study at Perak too.because I learnt a lot of experience here.I knew a lot of friends here.I admit before this I was like quite racist but now no more.For me now,no matter which race are you,we still have a common that is we are still human being that create by GOD.So I don't understand why some of my friends here is kind of racist sometime.And seriously I not really like it.Whatever they think is their business.Not mine.Besides,I learnt how useless person was I.Luckily,I had great friends that help me a lot and I just don't know how to thank them.Next,I learnt a lot of lesson too.I tried hold back my anger whenever I was in bad mood,i tried be patience,I tried be thinking positively and everything.At there,we never because of a little things and mess up everything.We tolerate to each other weakness.We never pretend to be kind to each other and stab behind them when they are not around.We try to be honest with each other.That life I want.No pretending and always be honest.Lastly,I start to gain my knowledge about real life.Maybe you think you are useful when you stay at your home.You help your mum clean dishes,you help your mum fold shirt and others.I tell you that is just a small little matter.When you say outside,you will know how useless you are.Those little things doesn't help you much but you will realise how much your mum had help you before this at home.Ask yourself how many times you have enter the kitchen and cook lunch or dinner for your whole family?Ask yourself how many homecook dishes you know how to cook?Ask yourself can you wash your shirt without the helping of washing machine?Ask yourself what should you do when there is a large dirt on your shirt and you can't wash it off no matter how many or how hard you brush it?Ask yourself what you will do to save your money?Ask yourself do you know how to look for the fresh fruits,fresh vegetables,chickens or fish like your mum always do at supermarket?Ask yourself do you know how to take care yourself when you sick?If you sure yourself know everything I mention above,congratulation!you are a useful person.But if you only know some of them,sorry to say you are still useless person.Don't too proud of yourself.and never proud.I come to understand the reason why my parents always ask me do this and do that.Because they want to become independent.They want me to learn knowledge about real life.They want me to prepare to enter the real life.They always told me if you don't want do now who gonna help you when we die?who gonna help you in the future?And I always like turn a deaf ear.And now I understand why.Maybe its tired but it worth.Seriously.So,I just want to tell you try to help your parent as much as possible,its not only helping them but also helping yourself.Understand?And now at home I will help my parent as much as I can in this two month.Maybe tired but I am happy my parent are happy at least,right?Maybe sometime your parent is quite annoy,but no parent babbling without any reason.Believe me.Although this always heard in the drama,its truth.I thank Jesus everyday for let me living in this world one more day everytime I able to wake up in the early morning.Because like this I can spent one more day with my family and friends.Like that I can see this world created by God one more day.Maybe life is tough,but behind the tough is always be a happiness.Everything happen for a reason.Life is just unpredictable.Life is a choice.Its a choice you want you day to be a happy day or a say day every morning you wake up.Maybe there will be some unlucky thing happen to you but think more deeply,at least you are alive right?Thank God for that.Or maybe you lose someone important like me last year I lost my beloved grandfather and best friend in only one week time.I cry like a baby.But when I calm down,I start to realize maybe is a good thing they left me.At least they are peaceful.Cry doesn't solve any problem.Everyone will die one day.No one can run away from death.So if you want to cry,why don't you just change your cry to laughter?change your sadness into a big smile?I think those person left you will be happy too.So,I don't cry anymore but smile whenever I think about them.I thank them for becoming part of my life.Thank you them for colouring my life.So this is my experience since I study at Perak.Hope can help whoever read this:).Thank God for blessing and May god bless friends who are sitting for their upcoming examination especially for all my A-level friends that are going to sit for their A2 exam soon.:)

Final exam there!Push yourself Belinda!

Dear Blogger,

Like what you saw at the title of my blog.Yea..Final examination for my semester 2 now.And yet I still relax and blogging here.I tend to become lazier.What should I do?I also don't kn0ow.Since will be English test,I don't know what to read since its test on your ability of using English language.My English sucks!and I don't know how to improve it.Somebody teach me,please?especially my grammar.And I can do now is finding some examples of essays and read for it.Hope it can help me for tomorrow.OMG.Just hope God can bless me.I had lose 20 marks for my calculus yesterday and I don't know what to do.May God bless me for my coming papers and my family and friends too.Push Yourself,Belinda!

Everything happen for a reason

Dear bloggie,

Hello!~I am back.And I'm sick right now.But at least feeling much ore better than yesterday.Yesterday i got a serious headache,feeling freezing and my body temperature keep increase.I can't even eat anything because feel like want to vomit after ate.Thanks to Eva for taking care of me.I really grateful.I am sorry for anything before this.Still sick today.My body temperature still a bit rising but I hope God can bless me because I have to start study since my final examination will be next week which is very important to me.Thanks God.And I won't blame anyone or even God for make me fall sick at this important moment because I do believe everything happen for a reason.God always plan everything.So what for for blaming?Haha..And please let me recover soon.:)