Changing

Dear Blogger,
When is the last time I opened my blogger?I don't remember.I have been too busy for this semester.24 hours is really not enough for me.My schedule for this semester:
Monday:Class start from 8a.m till 11 a.m.Then,5p.m till 7p.m
Tuesday:Class start at 8a.m till 10a.m.2p.m till 7p.m.
Wednesday:10a.m till 1a.m
Thursday:8a.m till 11a.m
Friday:8a.m till 10a.m.5p.m till 7p.m

Do you see that,I have to wake up at 6.30a.m every morning for my 8 morning class in case I lost my bus to campus.Its really tiring.That what I could say.3 days until 7p.m.That is the worst part.And I hate Tuesday the most.Next week it much more busier.I have to go find my mentor to discuss about our presentation for next Friday on Wednesday.I think that will be until night time.OMG.I think I can start  puasa with all Malays.Funny right?The presentation is about the microgravity experiment.If we get chosen,we are going to present in front of the judges from ANGKASA.If our presentation can pass,then we will be going to Japan and to the Space for trying the experiment we created.I don't whether we will get it or not but I will give my best shot this time!Hope God can bless me.Give me a chance.I really want to try.It's interesting and yet scary.Haha.Then,about my life here,maybe because we are living together,so problems start to pop up between me and my friends.Just I don't know how to explain.Jut let it go.Everyone do have their own weakness.But I really hate busybody people.Damn serious.Whatever la.At first,I am regret actually when I came here.But now,when I thought back,I am not anymore.Without coming here,I will not learn to be independent.I will still scare of speaking or present in front of peoples although i am still now but at least I am better than before.I think.Haha.I will not learn how to do assignment.I will not learn what is the real life in University.I will never grow up.I will never learn the way to save money.I will not learn how to live alone.All those experience I will never get if I continue my A-level last time.I am really appreciate to that.And I am glad.I want to say billion of thank you to God for that.YOU always giving me the best and I will always believe that.Even seeing my friends graduate from A-level and Matriculation,my heart feel regret sometimes why I don't continue last time.I even blame myself for giving up.but now the situation is different.I learn to think mature,I learn to think far.Yes,I am slower than my friends.I take longer time to get my degree.But what the point of your that paper if you don't get a good job?Between,I never think of going work at foreign country because I don't want to leave my parent alone since I feel like I am throwing them to old folks home if i go to work at foreign country.So that not what I want.I love my family and I don't want to leave them.Is not that I am not independent,Is not that I am childish,it's just that I love my parents.I don't want they feel alone.Even they are getting older,I want to let them know I never left them.It's time for me to take care them.Yes I did earn a lot of money than in Malaysia if I work at foreign country.I can give them better life by using all those money.But they will feel alone because they will be very rare to see me.I don't want they feel that way.i don't want they feel alone.Yes,money is important but money is not everything.Think.Our parent want us need us not our money.So when I think this way,i feel no regret to come here.That what I keep telling myself and the main reason for me to push myself in my studies.