Outta mind!

I just sitting for my Spm examination few days ago.Now waiting for my result.Hope i can get a quite result.a result that can let my parents proud on me.I am really try my best in my exam and u scare of the result too.I know my own sickness.I am sorry to God.i never do it again.I hope God can forgive me.God please bless me.I promise i will always do good things.And god now is a late night.Everybody are in their sweet dreams now.I am feeling bothering now.I don't know what pathway i shall choose for the future.I scare if i have choose a pathway but my result come out is not that good i have to think a new pathway again.i am really scare now.Before this,I study so hard because i want my parent no need so worry about me.I really don't think about what shall i do in the future.I really don't think which school i shall study for the next year.Now,i really hope i still in secondary school.No need to think so much just wait for next year to attend school.I hope God can give me so clue what suppose i be in the future.What i think now is study hard work hard and let my parent have a good life.But i scare the adult life.Its look so complicated.Everybody has to be careful at every steps they take.If accidentally take one wrong step,they will die.Isn't adult life look so terrify?everywhere is competition.Here compete their compete.Aren't they tired of it?before this has war and now even worse than war.I really outta of my mind!